Hi ... I'm back again. N levels is over and gone are the stressful days. This few days trying to quit smoking (both me and dar) . It has taken a great toll on me. Been feeling very moody these days and it isn't helping. Well.. I guess in my relationship , there is something wrong. But still I can't identify what's wrong with it... I mean like... Last hols when I took the first train over , she will be like so happy to meet me and all. This time ? She says she feels wrong. Oh well...I won't admit that I'm the best of boyfriends. But yeah... I did try and do my part. I know this has been a problem to my relationship. I want the better of it . But we ain't getting it better. In fact , while trying to make this relationship better , I feel that I made it worst. Feeling like crap. Couple of mixed emotions I'm feeling now... Well... After writing this I guess I'm feeling much better and yes . Hope tomorrow will be a better day...

Quitting Smoking Plan
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Day 1 - Smoked 2 sticks ( Peer Pressure )
Day 2 - Smoked 0 sticks as yet.