OmG... I haven't blogged in ages. =( . Bad habit . Lol.. Last whole week was a tiring week. Attended a work shop in school everyday till like 9pm. So it has been real tiring.. And I hope things are going to be fine between me and my girl.. I really can't take it anymore. I just want it to be a happy relationship. These days , I find that there's no meaning to do anything anymore. Does anyone actually know how I feel ? Does anyone know the thoughts going through my head ? Hur.. Guess not

I'm sorry for everything. Hopefully things do go back to the way they were... I love you loads baby. Muackz.

You know I'm insecure and it isn't helping with you not wanting me to go .

There may be a thousand and one things I don't know .
But there's also a thousand and two things I know.
[quoted from gerald]

-Everytime you say things that break my heart. I bend down to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. I keep getting cut by the pieces but I'm going to stay on here.-

-Love is like a balloon. Once you let it go , It's GONE. Cause I know for sure. That down below there. There is someone who's definately next/above me-

Went to the court of love and was found guilty of insecurity. I'm sorry for everything. I've had the feeling of losing someone and I don't want it to happen again. I'm sorry for everything

When you're not around... I feel like a child who is forbidden to cry, The sky without a sun, a cloud without a silver lining, a rose without its thorn, a heart with a soul. I know I really need you. Deep down inside. I just want to say that I really love you

What do you know about love ? What do I know about love ? To me love is when you're able to give up anything for the person whom you love. After going through all this things these 2 days , I really wouldn't mind giving up all my possesions just for one perfect day.
I'm sorry. I really am.

Simple Plan - Everytime

It was 3 AM
When you woke me up
Then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came out
And now I’m thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It’s like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
It left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It’s all I need
Is one more day with you
When the car broke down
We just kept walking along
‘Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all ok
We spent all our money
On stupid things
But if I look back now
I’d probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It’s like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
It left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It’s all I need
Is one more day with you
Now I’m sitting here
Like we used to do
I think about my life
And now there’s nothing I won’t do
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It’s like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It’s like it all falls into place
Everything, everything feels right
You walked away
Just one more day
It’s all I need
Is one more day with you

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just to late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Is it really my fault that all this things had to happen ? Why ?
I'm sorry but I really don't know what is happening. Feeling so stupid and foolish right now.

Fuck life. Fuck this. Fuck that. Fuck everything. Life sux.