Do you have the time to listen to me whine ? No ? Click the X at the top right hand corner and fuck off .

Ok. Vday went half as I planned. She came over met her at my house exchanged presents and she seemed quite happy with what she got . I put everything i had into this one last vday but it still failed. So like I'm going to say , I'm giving up. I'm going to fuck care everything. and yes. So what if i don't value my life ? No one cares . If I don't care for myself , who the fuck in the world are you to care for me ? I hate myself for being me . I hate myself for being who I am . If only I was this . If only I was that . If only i was blah blah blah. Things wouldn't turn out this way. So you didn't expect me to take it so harshly ? Go find your friends with 18 months of feelings involved and asked them what would they do if their significant other lost their feelings .
ok fine. everyone will ask me to move on and all that bullshit. Now hear this , I don't need you to tell me what to do with MY own fucking life. Welcome to MY life . I'll be moving on to another world. ahahaha. Move on ? Fuck you. and when I say fuck you , I mean it . So now Fuck off.