Finally i'm blogging again. Haha.. changed my lay out. been feeling slightly down recently . Maybe it's true things will never be the same again. I just need my motivation to study in school. i can't study . can't focus. i'm feeling that life is so meaningless again. everyday do the same things. i need some kind of thrills , excitement , love whatsoever in my life. I can't stand this boring fucked up life any more. ok off to school. ciao