Hur. The things people do to "make" a blog. When all that this particular person did was take EVERYTHING and edit into a blog. Let's see... My blog has been a million years old and April 11 2005 . So let's see... It's probably a rip off from mine right ? And hmmm.. Ah whatever. Time to change blogskins soon.

Just home not long ago. Ah... Today was some hardcore day. Lol..met Iain and friends at toa payoh. Went to check out some phones den off to outram park. Met Veronika decides to die , crapjack and Half a mile there... off to third place . The gig was like WOW. Crossbred was WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW. lol .. Ahh...
Den off to study corner to relax and now i'm home. 1 of this days , we're going to be there playing not watching! :D

Yawn.. I haven't been getting enough sleep :( . Fcuking idiots have to call me so early wake me up! lol.. yesterday was a super eventful day. ahaha. Alwin i have ur balls with me. let's not go into details eh.. lol.. sigh.. I'm falling sick. and i feel like going out. =/

Wow.. hardcore study day. Aha.. Studied with iainy . wah super long la. But still can go longer. Tmr gonna volunteer at NKF den study again. Wooo.. JC i'm coming :D . Oh ya.. did I say i repierced my lips again ?! Lol.. Hopefully i dun swallow the studs this time round . :/ . Ok off to bed soon

Today been a hardcore rotting day. lol.. Rot on the bus with Adi , PD and Alwin from Potong pasir to queensway . Bought lip studs. Going to pierce again tomorrow. Cab down to fareast. Cut hair with alwin. From caveman to human. ahaha.. Photos on my friendster. Got more photos. Disturbing ones. ahaha. Will post it after darling sends it to me. WAHAHAHA. I'm sorrr... Met up with Vernon and Rei at fareast. Rot awhile. Den 105 to Toa payoh to buy muh TYS . Back home

From tomorrow onwards , hardcore studying. Only out on Wednesday (jamming) , friday and saturday . I'll be Missing in action for I think 2 weeks during week days. Gotta study for mid years. Haven't been studying nor paying attention since my life got screwed up by a heart breaker. Off to sleep. Long day tomorrow. Drop me smses or give me a buzz if u really really need to find me. or you're really missing me so badly ( most likely not ) aha.. Ok.. That's all for now. :)

Ok.. Hi. I'm back. lol.. after a few days again. Now let me answer everyones' question ok. Why am i drinking so much. It's a very simple logic. I have 24 hours a day. Minus 8 hours of sleep , i'm left with 16 hours. Out of this 16 hours , I'm drunk for 6 hours which means I have to emo for only 10 hours. I can forget everything for 6 hours. Forget everything that she has done to me . Forget that my heart was ever broken. What does she see love as ? A game ? Breaking heart game ? She's going round breaking loads of hearts. But why should I care ? I know I shouldn't , but it is affecting me to fucking much .

Thursday was rugby finals between SAS and Acs I . SAS won again. Lol... Me and Iain went there drunk. LOL but we cheered kinda loudly la. So I don't think the school is going to do anything to us.

Yesterday was Samantha and Rei's birthday. Went for Samantha's birthday , got so pissed drunk that I couldnt attend Rei's birthday. I'm sorry bro. :( . I'll ask u out for lunch one of these days on me ok ?! I still love you :P .

Today ?! Dunno la. Jamming later. Alex is in hospital. Might be going down to visit him later. Ok.. That's all for now.. Ciaoz. -Wyn-

Now i'm updating la. Sasa you happy already la . Ok.. Nothing big has happened that's why nv update ma.. Just that i'm letting my lip hole close , heal then pierce again. Thanks to me la. Hungry. Then i ate 3 studs in like 3 days. :( . Hmm.. Today go school whole day only attended 2 periods. =/ . So moody so just dun go la. and i'm not going school tmr. I don't think i'm wrong what .. I'm just too emo for school. And it's not like I go school i learn alot of other things. like wtf. I always skipping lessons. Learn what fuck .

Going jamming tmr with Half a mile... Learnt the song quite alright already la. lol. Quite excited about jamming. After jamming going to go for tha rugby match. Wooo Finals. SAS vs ACS (I) . And what to do. We're so patriotic to our school! :D

Ok... That's it for now and Dawnie please don't sms me such hurting words :( . lol

Anyone free today ? Sighs.. I desperately need to go to Queensway to get lipstud. lofl.. I swallowed mine :/ . Ok.. Went to xb birthday celebration yesterday , met up with quite a few people whom i haven't met in ages. Didn't manage to walk out alive. lol. Reached home like 7+ 8 . Ok.. I'm going to eat. Anyone wants to accompany me to Queensway call muh hp ok? Thanks!

omg. get lost. get out of my life. i don't need you. thank you.

Ok... I pierced my lips yesterday and it's swollen hardcore now. lol.. my dog came in my room in the morning and knocked my lips. it's so omfg. anyway life has been lousy for me. so ok. bye. no mood to update. kthxbye

Why ? Why did u have to break my heart twice ? What the fuck was wrong ? Do you enjoy seeing me in this emotional state while you're out there enjoying with HIM ? SMSing HIM ? U wanna act like you've got a heart of stone when all you got is just a heart that's glass. So why are you doing this ? Because you're afraid. You don't want to get that little fucking glass thing broken. So at every oppournity , you jump at it to break other people's heart because attack is the best defence . No ?

What have I done to deserve all this ? Is there this thing called god ? I know about this thing called dog but not god. Who the fuck is that ? You believe in him what you get ?

Let's just end EVERYTHING here! Right now. You can go fuck around for all I care. I ain't going to bother ANYONE out there ever again. You fuckers out there like to see me filled with hatred ? I show u what is PURE HATRED. Straight out from the heart.

This has become a mutual promise since you said that you meant every single word that you say and those words are from you heart. Your words are all stabbing through my heart. Things will be happier for you this way ? Then why even care from the fucking start ? You just remember everything that you've fucking said to me today and you better live by it. You want it this way , I give it to you on a silver tray right in your face.

You wanna bring out the hatred in me ? You haven't seen my hatred in a long while huh ? You want to see me start hating people and things again huh. Yes you'll enjoy. And I'm sure you'll even enjoy your time more with HIM . and don't ask me who this HIM is. You know it yourself. You've been enjoying his company evey where. BUT you know what ? I don't fucking care. Go get another boy friend. Go fuck around. I dun fucking care anymore.

Just remember me for the past. Cause I'm sure you will never like what you're going to see in the future of wyn.

Thanks for the time taken.

Lots of hatred ,
Wyn

If only I had money and some plans on how to spend the day then things wouldn't have ended up like that. BUT as usual , I had no money nor plans so things turned out the way they are now. Sighs...