Ok.. Hi. I'm back. lol.. after a few days again. Now let me answer everyones' question ok. Why am i drinking so much. It's a very simple logic. I have 24 hours a day. Minus 8 hours of sleep , i'm left with 16 hours. Out of this 16 hours , I'm drunk for 6 hours which means I have to emo for only 10 hours. I can forget everything for 6 hours. Forget everything that she has done to me . Forget that my heart was ever broken. What does she see love as ? A game ? Breaking heart game ? She's going round breaking loads of hearts. But why should I care ? I know I shouldn't , but it is affecting me to fucking much .

Thursday was rugby finals between SAS and Acs I . SAS won again. Lol... Me and Iain went there drunk. LOL but we cheered kinda loudly la. So I don't think the school is going to do anything to us.

Yesterday was Samantha and Rei's birthday. Went for Samantha's birthday , got so pissed drunk that I couldnt attend Rei's birthday. I'm sorry bro. :( . I'll ask u out for lunch one of these days on me ok ?! I still love you :P .

Today ?! Dunno la. Jamming later. Alex is in hospital. Might be going down to visit him later. Ok.. That's all for now.. Ciaoz. -Wyn-