Sighs.. Sometimes I really think to myself and wonder. Why am I practicing so hard when everyweek something crops up and we can't jam. Second week in a row without jamming already. In other words , I'm suddenly free again this friday. What the fuck man. From a whole day activity to a boring lonely day. Adi finishes school at 5 and so does Rei. So it's going to be a LONG way till I'm able to meet someone.

Took my results today , wasn't that great but consoling myself is that I'm within the higher end of my class. I placed 11 out of 32 people ? And was 38 among my level which has 99 people. So yeah.. If my results are this bad for prelims , maybe I should just change my mind about going to a JC. It's horrible results can. L1R4 got like what ? 33 points ? L1R5 get 42 . WTF ? It's more than 25 points . And we're talking about POINTS which means it's not even the marks. 1 point = 5 marks ? 25 x 5 = 125 marks ? =/ Where am I supposed to find that 125 marks! Argh!

Sighs... I'm really very disappointed with this kind of fucked up results . And like hell , it's not like I didn't study for this fucking exams. I studied till fucking late everynight and all and this is the kind of results I get. So much for reaping what you sow. Hur. I guess I should be going down to the hospital after I've found some food. :/ . Give me a call on my HP if you're free to meet up later in town or something . Sighs... Disappointing results + No jamming = Spoiling my fucking day . ARGH!

-What's the worst thing I could say?-
-Things are better if I stay.-
-So long and good night-
-So long and good night-

-Enjoy your day my little one-
-Give me a call when you need me-
-I promise you , I'll be there-
-Till the day you stop calling-
-I love you?-