Ah.. Just reached home not long ago. Can't bathe though.. Dad came home and RAN straight into the toilet -.- . Wanted to bathe then sleep but yeah.. Since I can't bathe I must as well just blog. Been a very tiring week this week. Sighs. My grandma passed away on Saturday in hospital. So yeah.. Been very busy with the funeral stuff.

Tomorrow is the last day of the funeral and I've to reach there like before 7am to help in the prep for the rituals ? Dunno also la. I don't know if what I'm doing is the right thing but well.. I'm kinda affected by her death but I'm just putting on a front to my friends that I'm okay. Hopefully what I'm doing is right. :/

It's been a very long time sinced I had proper time to talk to her online. Since I'm always home like in the middle of the night and she's asleep by then. I don't know what am I doing. I keep thinking of her. But well.. I doubt she feels the same. Aaha. Sighs..

I guess I'm back to my old emo kid self again. Everyday just drinking and music and sleep. Since I've got very little friends to go out with. Why not just drink and sleep. Right ? I'm going to bathe now then off to bed :/ .

-I'm mising you.
-But I doubt it makes a difference