Emo emo emo. This 3 letters has been filling my life up for the past few days. What's the point in living when living itself is so painful. Untold words. Happy without the words I should never know. But well , word of mouth allowed these words to come to me. Yes. These are things of the past and all. But well , I happen to think of it and obviously it spoilt my fucking mood.

Today , went down to Bugis. Well , I guess time spent there could be spent more productively on the keyboards. Learning stream of conciousness. After that , came home for like 10 - 15 minutes. Then out of the house I went. Off to Boons to meet Matthias , while waiting for the rest of Crossbred to arrive. Reached home at around 10.30 and talked to her online. Guess she was pissed at something ( hopefully not me who pissed her off ) . Went offline abruptly. Sighs.. Hopefully things will go right for her soon enough. :)

Dota-ed after that. First game was like fuck. Second was much better but cus dc-ed and so did the rest. Stopped and yup. I think I'm going to sleep soon. Just abit more of music and stuff. I guess I'd rather love someone in silence than to make my feelings known. Fear of rejection ? Maybe. Guys Ego ? Definately not. But well... Life still has to go on. Like Leon's email says it all. Life's a bitch , Then you die . Totally agree on that man. Signing off for now. -Nights-