Today has been an emo day so far. Woke up at 3+ only to find no calls or smses. Which meant , I'm going to be alone again. So basically , last night after coming home from Adi's house , started thinking about what I heard. Got emo again. Took my dad's liquor and went downstairs to drink alone. As my friends will know , they all don't let me drink alone. Why ? Because I don't know limits when I drink alone.

Got pretty wasted by the time my brother came to ask me up. Woke up with the usual hangover from hell. Couldn't even stand straight. Talked to her for abit online and the mood swings came again. She was going out so again I had nobody to talk to online. Anyway , I decided to nap. Wasn't such a great nap after being awaken by my dad to eat dinner. Off to bathe and meet Matthias at Hougang. Nonsense session is coming up real soon. Hopefully it's going to make my day a better one.

Things aren't going so right for me at this point in my life. Ah well.. It hasn't been going right for me for quite awhile. Loads of problems. But the contradicting statement is that , most of this problems I'm going through are self brought upon. Sighs. I'm missing her :( Hopefully that stupid sms I sent won't affect the way things are.

Might update later again on the nonsense session. If I don't get wasted for the 5th night. This time is a record. Totally wasted for four nights in a row. Wow.Beat that.