Haunting memories.
Want to cry but 'm at work.
Feel like talking to someone.
No one to talk to.
Feel like dying.
Too many things I don't want to leave.
Missing you.
Knowing it's an infatuation.
Not helping with you avoiding me.
Friends' breaking up affecting me subconciously.

Simple enough ? I'm sick of my life. I can't stand life any longer. It's just sick . People enjoy seeing you in a horrid mood. They'll do anything to see it. No ? I don't know either.