Hmmm.. Haven't been updating much. Don't know what is there to update about. My life is always the same. Either , a) School b) Band c) Marina Square d) Home. It's that simple. Been having alot of mood swings recently. Like , I'll just get so easily irritated and stuff. Maybe it's just the after effect of trying to quit popping pills.

I need to go to the doctor's in a months time. I was supposed to keep this so called "Mood Diary" . Shows her my mood and stuff. But , I don't see the point and thus , I haven't kept a log of my mood. Haha. Stupid lil bitch. My life isn't exactly going very well right now. I get lost in my own world every other day. I'm oblivious to things happening around me. I don't give a fuck , or rather , I choose not to give a fuck anymore.

Why should I be so nice to people when at the end of the day , I'm just going to get taken advantaged of. Isn't it unfair for me ? If this is the case , why should I even be nice to anyone. I hate everything. So please. Leave me alone. I'll snap at you if you really piss me off. I don't have time to entertain your attitude.