What's wrong with me ? I don't think there's anything wrong. But friends around me have been telling me that I need a serious load of anti-depressants. I just feel wrong. I feel , there's no point in my existance.

I know , that alot of people will tell me that , they too feel the same way as I do . But do you people know how I realy feel ? No you don't. Chinese O level Oral tomorrow. Thanks to everyone who has been reminding me about it. Even to my form teacher who called me to remind me. Touching...

I seriously need to start studying by the end of this week. I want to go into a JC. I need to go into a JC. I don't want my future wife/kids to suffer. They must have everything that they want. Spoil them ? I don't care. It's just a must to give them the best they should get.

Can't even remember when I'm supposed to go to the stupid doctor. The next time I'm there , I think I'll just get more anti-depressants.Might help. Any idea if it has any side effects ?For now , I guess it's a good bye.