Did you know that the only birds that can swim but can't fly are the penguins ? No. I'm sure you didn't know that till you read it here. Stop lying you dumb fuck. You don't know. Stop lying to yourself. Sighs. It's getting boring at work already. I've been here since 1+ 2. How hardworking can I get ? Updated most of the computers already , except for the ocasional few where I don't get the chance to. Those fuckers keep hogging to the coms. Fucking idiots.

I wish I could be , every little thing you wanted. Siighs. I'm going back to being emo lil thoxay. I think , life would've gone much better without me around. Hah. :/ No one will ever understand me. Why ? Because I don't even understand myself. I'm not sure either. Being emo , makes me very hot tempered. I almost get into fights almost every other day. Either with people I know , or don't know. Sighs..

She's been telling me to go home. But home is as boring as hell. Quarreling is occuring every moment spent in there. How can I go home ? Step into that place... Filled with quarrels.. It's getting boring and irritating already. I think I'm giving up home on everything I once hoped for. Everything I once worked for , I think I'm giving it all up. I just want to get high again. and again. and again. I hate my life. I don't want to remember anything. It's not worth it at all. It sucks.