Just when you thought everything was going right , things had to screw up on you. It's fun right. I truly understand what actually happened. But I think , I choose not to be affected by it. It couldn't have been helped. What I have done , I already done. What do you actually want ? I have no idea. Since you claim it isn't me , then it shall not be me. It is these words you said yourself.

I just realised , I have this gift from whoever it is. I can actually choose to sustain a conversation or just choose to fuck it up. I don't know.. Maybe it's just me , maybe it isn't. But all I know is that I have been manipulating conversations with many other people.If I don't feel like talking , nothing anyone is going to do to me will help. That's something that I have realised.

Working till 12 tonight and as usual , 1 more hour to go and I'm feeling uber bored already. I shall just go clean comps for the next hour and then take a cab home which is going to eat into my pay. ARGH. Irritated. I'm having an uber bitch fit now. So if you don't mind .. Thanks..