Sighs.. Been such a long time since I last updated but I realise that everytime I update something new , it's always very emo. :/ . I've been an emo bast again. Haha.. Don't ask why. I don't know either. I'm just feeling very depressed. Maybe what Laura says is true. If I'm feeling emo over nothing , I really need to see a doctor =/ . Argh!

Prelims starting on Monday and i don't think I'm prepared for it. I guess I pretty much fucked up the whole of this year. I don't know... Is it too late to start studying now ? I really don't know. All I really know is that I don't want to fuck this year up and repeate or end up in ITE.

I'm always telling myself to look forward to a better tomorrow. Fact is , tomorrow always turns out worst than before. I have never felt so fucked up before. Not in my entire 16+ years of my life. Yesterday was the worst. Sighs... I guess I really am on the verge of breaking down.. But for now , I'm quitting drugs.