Blah! I really don't know if what I said was the right thing. But who cares. Lol. I can already feel the strain on the friendship but there's really nothing I can do eh ? But oh well. If it's for the better for her then all the best ! Hmm...

Dying to get lost so badly. Lost not in the sense of 15 but missing from the surface of this earth. Maybe I would pull that act all over again. We'll see how it all goes. Well , I'm already feeling bad enough and it seriously isn't helping with friends breaking promises and stuff.

Was playing some game in the arcade and my hand's like all swelling and stuff now but ah! I don't give a flying fuck. Hahaha. Maybe I'll update again later or something. We'll see how my mood goes. Till then , I'll still be loving you.