Let's just skip everything that has been happening for the past weekend and just fast forward this post to the one I'm "dedicating" it to. What are the chances of him reading this ? I'm not sure. But I don't really give a fuck. Cause I just need an outlet.

Anyway , from the way you put things on our conversation last night , it seems to me that you want to be alone without having a worry with this group. So if that is what you really want , I'd give it to you. You say things want to say until like we're the one causing you all the trouble , then so be it. What more can I say. I can't force you to live in my way of thinking.

You want to be alone without any worries , or anyone to care for or anything to care for , then don't treat her the way you are treating her. It is totally not fair for her. Explain things to her. Because this I'm sure she will understand. And from here on , you need not worry anything about us. The labeled "Seh Kias". If what you want is to walk your own path while we walk ours , then here is where I shall say my final goodbye to you. This is the path you chose. But you know my character. As long as you need me and give me a call , I'd still be here for you.Oh yes. And all the best for your future endeavours.

I guess that's all I need/want to say for tonight. After all , I guess I'm pretty stressed out from studying and the coming exams. So yeah. I guess that's about it.