The past few days has been rather emo days for me once again. Quarrels and emotional breakdowns are like becoming part of my life yet again. I can't seem to control my temper or my emotions any more. Not like the past. I can never be the same again. Just take me as I am and sweep me off my feet. I swear . I will be nice and be everything you ever wanted. Just promise me. You'll never break my heart.

A broken heart can never be mended. It's the same as a piece of glass. You break a glass , you can always glue it back together. BUT the fact is that these crack lines will always be there. I don't mind having the crack lines there. But who will be the one to glue my heart back together ? Will you be the one ? Obviously not.

Studied at the airport with the gang yesterday. We all decided that we had to learn things the hard way. So for every question we got wrong , we had to drink 1/3 a bottle of water. And only if you get more than 75% then you can go to the toilet. Thankfully , I only had to drink 2 bottles. Unlike Joshua and Ezra who drank like what ? 6 bottles ? lol. Came home in the morning to sleep. and woke up alone. Everyone wasn't home. Not my mum , dad or my brother. It was just me and my dog.

Went downstairs for dinner and realised that I am feeling pretty lonely. Was having dinner alone at the coffee shop then went over to study corner to just sit down waiting for the time to pass. I'm just feeling so empty. There this place in my heart that is so empty. Will anyone be the one to fill it ? Will the person who fills that empty place break my heart instead ? I promise you. I can be the one who give you everything you need. But just don't break it. Blah. Guess I'm going to study for abit before going to bed.