Would I ever get another chance to say I love you ? Would I ever have a chance to hold you in my embrace and tell you how much I love you ? You have messed up my life pretty badly but you don't seem to know about it. And since you don't seem to know about it , let's just keep it as that.

Haven't been blogging much myself. My computer at home just crashed on me and I've been pretty busy studying / working. Life has pretty much been on the down side this few weeks / days . The lonliness is starting to kick in once again. It's just that feeling I have again of losing someone. But like I always tell people , loving someone dosen't mean having that someone physically but having to see that someone happy. So , I don't have much of a choice but to live with it right ?

Feeling damn fucking tired now. Tonned the whole night last night and I'm working till 3am! Btw , I started work at 11. So , it's super what the fuck. Haha. Desperate for cash. Desperate for a hug. Missing the times where I could cuddle up with someone special , lazing around and whispering sweet nothings. Haha. Ok. That sounds damn wrong and super love sick. Ah well.. I'm off to do some maths for now I guess... Bye my faithful readers. My next update shouldn't come too long away.