Maybe things aren't going that right for me. My love like has been sucking real bad. The girl that I really likes , my brother wants to jio her. it's not once but twice. Sighs.. I guess I'm just too ugly looking to actually have a girlfriend.
Sighs.I'd give up everything i ever had. Just to be with you. I know you hate me to seh. I'll quit seh-ing if I'm ever together with you. Will you give me this chance ? No matter how long it takes you to forget hinm, I'll wait for youl. Just don't treat me so coldly will you. Just give ma a chance to proof myself. pleasse............
Sighs.I'd give up everything i ever had. Just to be with you. I know you hate me to seh. I'll quit seh-ing if I'm ever together with you. Will you give me this chance ? No matter how long it takes you to forget hinm, I'll wait for youl. Just don't treat me so coldly will you. Just give ma a chance to proof myself. pleasse............
[i released myself at 5:55:00 AM]
I guess my bone's recovering pretty well. Thanks to everyone who has sent their regards asking me to get well soon. Going back to the hospital on the 14th of November. Thank God I have no paper on that day. Hmmm... The last few papers was a breeze I should say.. I guess getting below 20 points shouldn't be a problem. Let's just hope that the next few papers should be a breeze as well.
Sighs... Having English and Physics tomorrow. I don't have confidence in either paper. It's just like I suddenly feel that my language skills is detoriating. I opted to write for my own papers tomorrow. I decided that for the rest of my papers , I shall have my own backbone and write my own. It's like , I brought this upon myself and I guess I should just face all of this myself. Anyway , I can already write. But it just hurts abit.
Hmm.. I don't know why but I guess you just lost your self esteem..But i'd reassure you again. You have always been special. You might not have any talents or whatsoever. But you'd always be special. :)
Sighs... Having English and Physics tomorrow. I don't have confidence in either paper. It's just like I suddenly feel that my language skills is detoriating. I opted to write for my own papers tomorrow. I decided that for the rest of my papers , I shall have my own backbone and write my own. It's like , I brought this upon myself and I guess I should just face all of this myself. Anyway , I can already write. But it just hurts abit.
Hmm.. I don't know why but I guess you just lost your self esteem..But i'd reassure you again. You have always been special. You might not have any talents or whatsoever. But you'd always be special. :)
[i released myself at 7:32:00 PM]
Hurrr... Had such a hardtime sleeping last night :/. Just due to the fact that my collar bone was broken and the pain was hurting like a bitch. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeahhhhh I fucking hate that feeling.Oh wells...
I'm just so disappointed in everything around. No let's just say , I'm very disappointed in myself. I hate myself. I hate it when you doubt me. I hate it when ANYONE doubts me. Because everytime I say something , no one believes me. So it's okay. I don't fucking care anymore.
Sorry for not updaing recently.I don't think I'll update again. Not in the next while. Blah.... Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad... oh well..
I'm just so disappointed in everything around. No let's just say , I'm very disappointed in myself. I hate myself. I hate it when you doubt me. I hate it when ANYONE doubts me. Because everytime I say something , no one believes me. So it's okay. I don't fucking care anymore.
Sorry for not updaing recently.I don't think I'll update again. Not in the next while. Blah.... Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad... oh well..
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