Sigh. I spent my Christmas Eve at the Lan shop working. But I had fun and I'm sure the rest did too. Me and Josh thought that Daniel actually brought alcohol. But he didn't. So what did we do? We ended up going to Giant to buy a bottle of Chivas. Haha. Was I drunk ? I leave you to decide for yourself. But I guess I was pretty annoying to her. Right right right ?

Hur.. So the stupid Superbowl and Supercue at Marina Square sabotaged me. Why ? Because they opened 24 hours. And after supervisor heard about it , what happens ? Of course. We also must open for 24 hours. So fucking dumb can ! So fucking tired. But have no choice. Still got to work till later after Josh is down.. The most fucked up thing ? I've got to open shop tmr. Argh.

I'm so sorry that I was so annoying last night. I really didn't know I was THAT annoying till I awoke this morning and looked at the sent items. Hah.. Sighs... Anyways , I'm glad you had fun last night.Though you have fucked up friends who actually steal friends money. =/ . Anyways , here's wishing all readers a very Merry Christmas and a very prosperous New Year. But anyway , screw the New year part. I'd do it again on the 31st I guess.

Till then
-Thoxay

Hur.. What a lonely Christmas this year. Guess where I'll be spending it ? Working. Christmas Eve ? Working. How fucking no life is that ? I would say FUCKING FUCKING no life. Haha. But yeah. Who cares. I'm there for the money right ? :)

Oh well , I guess a lonely heart makes believe love. Haha. Can't remember where I got this from but anyways , " Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes be illusion." But it's time to face the truth. I will never be with you. Well , I'm really hoping to give someone all the hearts I've folded. But I guess , I've to stick to my words or I'll not be a man of my words. Haha. If I can't find someone to give those hearts to , I'd burn it up with Josh and probably throw it into Esplanade like some super huge "fireball".

Anyways , Don't worry girl. That little bit I've spent on cab fare to send you home tonight , is nothing compared to your safety right ? :) At least now I know that you're home safe. Haha.. Take care my li'll one. Sleep tight. Much love to everyone. And have a very Merry Christmas while I spend mine at the LAN shop working. Haha

Hey all. I'm back from my short hiatus. :D . Anyway , the last few days has been really hectic. After I came back from the Philippines. Hmmm... Been working my whole life away. And guess what ? I realise that I actually spend more time at the LAN shop , than home. Wanted to buy a television for my room. But what's the point actually when I actually spend more time here then at home. Right ? Haha..
My pay this month is seriously HIGH. And boy , I'm loving it. It seriously amazes me that how people can actually twist and turn a story to make things seem like it's not their fault when they're the ones who actually backstabbed the most. O.O

I guess my life is basically very dull and boring to actually have something to update about. Because , everyday it's work , back home to sleep and wake up the next day for work again. Well , but I know there's many people out there eyeing my job. Well , I get $5 bucks an hour to sit around playing games , cleaning computers and doing stupid things. Hmmm... I'd rather this job then other stupid jobs like office jobs. The hours are shorter and stuff , but hey! I'm getting paid for doing nothing. Haha.

I'm hoping I hit at least $2.5k in my bank by the end of December. Hmmm , already got my parent's Christmas presents. And the very fact that I have so few friends left , is a "bonus" that I actually save on the Christmas presents. Hurrr... Sometimes , I think to myself , Why should I actually bother and settle past conflicts when the other party is unwilling to listen to my side of the story. I mean , I feel that no justice haas been done. The way that HE has actually put things across , HE seems very much to be the angel , while we are the devils! But hey , if you actually came to hear OUR side of the story , you'd be surprised at what HE has actually said. Well , I'll be free to clear up any misunderstandings , provided that you're actually willing to listen to our side of the story. After listening to OUR side of the story , if you feel that it'd be better if we were not friends , then I guess I wouldn't have a choice but to leave it as that. But well , It was great knowing you. For the past 4 years or so. I guess , we've gone through enough together to be able to call each other at least friends ?

Till then ,
-Thoxay

Hmmm.. Has been a very long while since I last blogged. Just returned from the Philippines. Before flying overseas , I guess I just was too lazy to blog. Haha.. Anyway , Phillipines was great. Was doing some community service over there. The people who went , were mostly the wrong people. But , I had fun with the right people who went. Loads of backstabbing and stupid things going on during the night. But all in all , it was a great time. The beer is like $1 per can and a pack of cigarettes is like $1. Wow! How fun can that be ?! Smoking and drinking your life away!

Shit happens. Had another crack on my collarbone , fell sick on the second last night there. But oh well , I'd be fine after some rest. :) Don't know what to say right now. Till then , ciaoz.