Hur.. What a lonely Christmas this year. Guess where I'll be spending it ? Working. Christmas Eve ? Working. How fucking no life is that ? I would say FUCKING FUCKING no life. Haha. But yeah. Who cares. I'm there for the money right ? :)

Oh well , I guess a lonely heart makes believe love. Haha. Can't remember where I got this from but anyways , " Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes be illusion." But it's time to face the truth. I will never be with you. Well , I'm really hoping to give someone all the hearts I've folded. But I guess , I've to stick to my words or I'll not be a man of my words. Haha. If I can't find someone to give those hearts to , I'd burn it up with Josh and probably throw it into Esplanade like some super huge "fireball".

Anyways , Don't worry girl. That little bit I've spent on cab fare to send you home tonight , is nothing compared to your safety right ? :) At least now I know that you're home safe. Haha.. Take care my li'll one. Sleep tight. Much love to everyone. And have a very Merry Christmas while I spend mine at the LAN shop working. Haha