Welcome to back reality. Where people will stoop at nothing to get money. Where you get pushed to a corner with no other route to take. All because of this thing called Money. And the thing is , you're getting pushed to this corner by a person you once called a friend.

Bad days are coming by. I've gone through a few bad days so far , and I can feel that there's more to come. Days where I can hardly survive. With so little in my wallet and in my bank , it's really hard to survive. But I'll just need to survive to 31st. And money will be flowing in my wallet really quickly. Just need to cash the cheque right now.

Getting bastard twice a day , really doesn't make me feel any better. And plus the fact that I actually was feeling down. But I guess , it doesn't really matter anymore. Rather numbed to emotions recently. To all those that I haven't been actually keeping in contact with , you guys do take lots of care. Just give me a call anytime. :D

You gave me your word for it , and I gave them my word. Now as much as they have lost their faith in me in my abilty to complete tasks given to me , Your ability is being questioned by me yet again. Sure , you did right the first time round. But this time , you've failed. And not only badly, you've failed me SO FUCKING BADLY. That I'm having doubts in you. And to tell you frankly , it's the first. But everything is going to be just okay. Not for you , but for me.

Hmmm.. Was gone for so many days. Wonder does anyone actually miss me. LOL.. Went to Genting on the 7th and returned on the 10th. So , basically to sum up my trip , it was gamble , gamble , gamble , eat , sleep , gamble , club , gamble. Haha.. As you can see , my trip was mostly made up of gambling. The clubbing there is so NOT happening can. But we disturbed the bar tender. Ordered Rainbow. Hardwork for meagre money. :/

Wanted to go to the theme park but the whether didn't allow us to. So what did we do ? Sleep , Gamble and Eat. Anyway , on arriving back , I heard quite abit of things which I don't think I'd say here. Not exactly the right place to vent it out. I don't think what you've done is fair at all for me. When I'm gone , I still ask someone to take care of you and this is how you fuck me back ? But what's done is done. I'm just going to take this as a lesson learnt and not brood over it like how I'd brood over it in the past.

You want me to quit gambling and drinking ? No way in my entire life will I do that for a girl. If one day I get some kind of supernatural enlightenment and then I realise that it's bad for the body , I MIGHT decide I want to quit. But now or in the future , I'd never quit my bad habits for a girl. And hey , why not while you're at it , just keep yourself informed that Yours Truly is a drug addict as well. HAHA.
Till then ,
-Wyn

Firstly , A very belated Happy New Year to all my dear blog readers. Found a part time worker and paid in $10 an hour since I guessed , most people wouldn't want to work on Christmas Eve .Ended work at about 6+. Wanted to user in the New Year eating good food , walked around . But all the restaurants had like snaking lines. So we decided to just make a fool of ourselves at Chocz marina square since I booked the room only at 9pm.

Went to Kbox at around 9.10 and started drinking. As most people would know , I can hold my liquor rather well. So this iis the part where I got sabo-ed . Because by the time they were all drunk and high , I was still so fucking sober and I kept wanting to finish the bottle. So I started drinking like a hero. What ended up next ? Hmm... I was so fucking drunk on New Year's Eve. Hur.. But well , I had a great group of friends who took care of me. Josh , Ezra , Terry , Shankar , James , Hamster , Celine.

Biggest joke ? I had to open the shop the next morning. It was close to hell. Lol.But anyway , yes. I've been so fucking lazy to update and I guess it's going to take me awhile. So yeah. Till thennnnnnnnnnnn , Thoxay