Welcome to back reality. Where people will stoop at nothing to get money. Where you get pushed to a corner with no other route to take. All because of this thing called Money. And the thing is , you're getting pushed to this corner by a person you once called a friend.

Bad days are coming by. I've gone through a few bad days so far , and I can feel that there's more to come. Days where I can hardly survive. With so little in my wallet and in my bank , it's really hard to survive. But I'll just need to survive to 31st. And money will be flowing in my wallet really quickly. Just need to cash the cheque right now.

Getting bastard twice a day , really doesn't make me feel any better. And plus the fact that I actually was feeling down. But I guess , it doesn't really matter anymore. Rather numbed to emotions recently. To all those that I haven't been actually keeping in contact with , you guys do take lots of care. Just give me a call anytime. :D

You gave me your word for it , and I gave them my word. Now as much as they have lost their faith in me in my abilty to complete tasks given to me , Your ability is being questioned by me yet again. Sure , you did right the first time round. But this time , you've failed. And not only badly, you've failed me SO FUCKING BADLY. That I'm having doubts in you. And to tell you frankly , it's the first. But everything is going to be just okay. Not for you , but for me.