Long time since I last blogged again. :o . More then a week has gone by with almost no contact with the people I once called friends. But since their stand is clear , what more can I say ? It's just painful to know that they're willing to let go of this friendship which WE took YEARS to build up. What's more ? I don't remember offending at least half of them. But ah well , since they've decided , then I can't do anything.

Crazy drinking at Esplanade 2 nights ago , questioned by CID officers and taking care of some drunk fuck was pure fun. LOL. Oh and I almost forgot. Bowling when you're high is just fucking funny. Ah! At least I know that there's some who's willing to stand by what they see and not what they hear.

Though it may seem like it's over and stuff , something inside me is telling me that this friendship can/will be saved somehow. But then again , who can predict the future ? No wonder I used to hear/say. Sorry doesn't solve everything. BUT if it doesn't , what does ?

-The Public Enemy-
-Wyn-

All the best in your future endeavours.

Okay , It's been super long since I last posted on how my life has actually been. I guess it was roughly the same , except for the part that I have been working double shift for the past week or so. And the only different thing about my lifestyle this few weeks/days is that I got my results on Friday. L1R4 = 24 points. I'm sure that many people would have rather gotten my score instead of theirs. But then again , there was this sense of huge disappointment going through me when I got the results. It was really below my expectations. My mum said she expected me to do worst because of what had happened during the earlier parts of last year , I didn't attend school frequently. But even though I didn't let my parents down , I felt that I have really let myself down. Why ? Because I am sure that with more hard work put in , I would have gotten a better score. But yeah , like they always say. Don't cry over spilt milk.

A few thoughts was lingering in my head the whole of last night. Just a single day without receiving her messages or messaging her , I was feeling rather empty already. I really do not understand. And oh , after what she's said this morning , I guess it's over. But yes. Life carries on. Which course should I take and which poly should I head to. Another question stuck in my head. With no answers coming out , all I'm getting is questions. And boy do I hate questions without an answer.

Oh well , to those blog readers , I guess it's time I actually sat down and started thinking about my future. What do I really want. Because all I know is that, in the future , I want a super high paying job. And with that , it only shows how much more I need to study. :/

Till then ,
-Wyn