You make me feel as if I never had you. Your heart was never with me to begin with. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. But that's how I really am feeling. I'm missing you. I really am. I sound like I'm so going to cause an emotional ruckus to my own heart. But does that really matter ?

Would it make a difference if you were here ? Would there be ANY difference to begin with ? I don't know myself.

I love you. I really do.