6.30.2006

i love you.

[i released myself at 10:16:00 PM]

6.26.2006

I wish you knew how much courage it took me to tell you. I really wish you do.

[i released myself at 11:22:00 PM]

Sighs.. I'm sorry. But no matter what disappointment you might feel , I still do hope that your promise stands. I'm still living in that web of deceit.

hate me if you must. cause all i can offer right now is

Sorry

[i released myself at 10:41:00 PM]

6.25.2006

Why isn't it as easy to tell you how I feel ? I'm sure it wasn't difficult to spot a hint of disappointment when you said you weren't coming. But I guess , it's all going to be fine. Cause I know , you're going to make things better, like you already are.

iloveyou

[i released myself at 5:54:00 PM]

6.23.2006

And then I start to think , why does speaking my insecurities out with 3 other guys seem so much easier then saying it to you. Is it due to the fact that I'm sure nothing would change after telilng you ? or am I just afraid to know the outcome.

[i released myself at 4:08:00 AM]

6.22.2006

And once again , the stubborn me has to learn things the hard way. To show that even the simplest action can cause the heart to shatter.

[i released myself at 2:07:00 AM]

6.19.2006

Lesson of the day : If it doesn't concern me , don't ask so much or don't even bother trying to find out. It's just going to make me think and get me all paranoid.

[i released myself at 2:06:00 AM]

6.18.2006

Thanks for going to the beach with me. For that star-seeing session. And for everything else you did. I love everything you bought. I really do. And what's more , I love you darling. I really do.

[i released myself at 2:23:00 AM]

6.16.2006

And then , it's back to reality. I'm mising you like the desert miss the rain.

[i released myself at 2:24:00 PM]

6.13.2006

Though the downpayment is made , it's back to reality that at this point in time , I've no one to share my joys with.

[i released myself at 5:34:00 PM]

6.12.2006

And then again , the lovely full moon reassures me. No matter how far the distance , we'll always be together in our hearts. :)

[i released myself at 10:57:00 PM]

6.07.2006

It won't stop flowing.

[i released myself at 11:27:00 PM]

Sighs... Special Thanks to my babe who actually went through the effort to wake up early in the morning with 2 hours of sleep for the past two days to try and teach me my subjects. But guess what ? I fucked everything up yet again.

[i released myself at 8:54:00 PM]

6.05.2006

Thanks and good luck in your future endeavours.

[i released myself at 10:43:00 PM]

6.02.2006

Great day , Great company.

[i released myself at 11:42:00 PM]