What a GREAT day spent! Though still hurting at times and with the initial fucked up weather , I had such a fucking great day today.

Started off with me going downstairs to buy fruits. Beloved's birthday , and planned to bring her go feed the monkeys. Hahs! Fruits prepared , bathed was about to leave to fetch her , when she sms-ed me that it was raining over at her place. BLAHS. I saw the sky , HUGE disapointment.

Went to Potong Pasir to wait for her instead. Then it started raining here. Not only was she disappointed , I was too. A phone call to yuan korkor said that , there would be heavy rains for the next 3 hours. Disappointed and sad. Started thinking of other low-budget things to do , so I can save some money But things took a turn for the better. The rain stopped ( not completely ) . Chionged over to the monkey place.

To know that the monkeys are quite fed on Sundays. Due to the fact of families going over to feed them. But we still had a great time talking and enjoying the scenery and planning our next trip there. More fun to be coming in the next trip.

Down to Marina square to watch Little Man , I tried to avoid watching movies cause she felt that movies are very normal , but I had no other plans in mind. I'm so sorry about this part baby. Then was a late dinner at Swensens! Thought of somethings there but it's over. Said before , won't take things from our past to talk. So i just said forget it.

I guess this is the BRAND NEW START of a relationship. 1 whole days with no quarrels. And what it means , it's going to be MORE!

I love you so much baby. And i'm off to sleep. Il ove you. Good night.

Thinking about where I have gone wrong in loving you.



Crying over spilt milk



Thinking back about what used to be once our happy memories.



And this very sad relationship that I have dragged you into. Quarreling and living a life of sadness.Never able to make you happy. I'm sorry

I'm sorry for being the worst boyfriend ever. But I'll try and change yet again to fit inside your mould. Though right now after you've told me why you've broken up with your ex and stuff , I feel I'm not the right one for you. Maybe indeed I'm indirectly losing you to my own insecurities.

I'll try to give in when we're quarreling no matter how hot headed I am. And I will listen to your explanations for all your actions before I say/do anything.

For now , Good night.

I decided to start trying again. For the better of me , for the better of this relationship , and the better of US. Lets hope nothing fucks up tomorrow. OUR tomorrow.
Cause I love you so.