Dear God ,
I think it's time you gave me a break from this shit that has been happening in my life. For the past 5 months , I've been going through shit and you've given me nothing but Mabel. I think it's time I deserved more good things and enough of this shit that's happening in my life. Just when I thought things were picking up , they had to fuck up in some way or another again. Is that the reason why people says to count your blessings ? Because it's so minimal that just by using fingers and toes would be enough ?

I'm very thankful that you've given Mabel to me as she has always been there for me. All through this time , she's the one supporting and encouraging me no matter how many times I fail. I love her truly from the bottom of my heart. But is this some sick game of yours that you give people false hopes that things are changing in their favour before you start fucking up on them ? Just let us live happily ever after with enough cash to tide us by. We don't ask for lifestyles of Kings and Queens. Because we're contended with each other. But just let us be able to have 3 meals a day with no financial worries.

Thank you.
-Selwyn


Maybe it's just in human nature to enjoy reading about the downfall of others. But I guess , since I did up this blog again , maybe it's time for a change. This blog should contain more happy entries and not only entries where I quarreled with my significant other or had a bad day. It's time for me to blog happy things.

As memory of the happy things that I have gone through.