It's almost 3am , and I wish someone was here. Regretting what I said / done just now , doesn't seem to help. But it isn't getting off my mind. Wondering why I said those things without actually thinking. Was it because I was actually more focused on playing billiard than thinking of what I should say ? I really don't know..

All I know is that I hope tomorrow will be better. When you wake up , you'll be sick no more , forgiven me and we'll have a happy day tomorrow. I guess , that's all I can hope and pray for at this point in time.

I'm sorry for everything I've done and said. But I still love you baby. You're my 1 and only one. I really do.